Tomorrow I become an adult

That's right tomorrow i turn all old and stuff. I'll be able to buy alcohol, potentially change who's in power and go to nightclubs. Damn that's scary but I'm looking forward to it.

As i have only a few hours left of childhood i keep thinking about how amazing these 18 years have been. In history I've been assessing the turning points in China's history to see which one is the most significant. My life has been full of turning points and ups and downs but i easily know which turning point is the most significant. It happened in yr 10 when we were introduced to this other half of the year that had been non-existent for the past 3 yrs. In these 3 yrs i hanged out with the upper Fishpond courtyard crew. This consisted mainly of me, Alex, Luke, Sam, Andy and some others that I forget about. I never really enjoyed by time with this group and i knew i didn't fit in. I wanted to leave but i had no idea where to go. When I broke my leg in dec yr 10 my life hit a rock bottom. I had the worst Christmas of my life and school wasn't much fun as i had to stay upstairs and my friends had to visit me. Christmas was awful as i love gadgets and tech hence i normally get quite a lot for Christmas. Although i got a lot of tech i couldn't use it as i was stuck downstairs and most of it was for my computer. In this period i found out who my real friends were. The ones that visited me the most. The upper fishpond courtyard crew didn't see me often but the lower fishpond courtyard crew, which i had recently joined before I broke my leg, did. Hence, when my leg healed i soon joined this group permanently. I was much happier here and i had found a place where i fitted in. They were all hyper freaks like me and they were much nicer to me then the other group. I still in this group right now and I'm loving it. I've also have become one of the main members of this group. Therefore, the biggest turning point in my childhood was moving down two floors at the fishpond courtyard.

Sadly i haven't chanced that much since college. I'm more popular but not at all more confident. I still have never asked out a girl and that's mainly due to lack of self esteem and confidence. I don't party that often and even when i do i don't get out of my mind drunk. I just dance a lot. I never had a proper drunken new years cause the only person who has parties is Alex who is normally in Scotland for the new year. The same will probably happen this yr and I'll spent New years with my parents even though i really don't want to. I want to party.